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06 February 2012 @ 11:41 pm
Alphabet (S, T)  
Title: Alphabet (S, T)
Parts: A | B | C | D | E | F | G | H | I | J | K | L | M | N | O | P | Q | R | U | V | W | X | Y | Z
Pairing: Daniel Agger/Fernando Torres
Rating: PG-13, NC-17
Disclaimer: It sucks always having to come up with new ways to say how much they don't belong to me.
Summary: Part of the Alphabet Challenge.
A/N: I have no clue what to say. I don't even know where the first one came from. I don't even think it makes much sense. But damn, the second one was fun. :D


Shards of a mirror, red around the edges. Too many splinters missing, they don’t fit anymore.

What is it?

A bizarre web of cracks. Red smears on hands.

Bathroom. The shower over there… for a moment water pelts down, steams up the glass, a luxurious moan.

Not anymore.


Lost faith, uncertainty, distance, scepticism, coolness, loss, abandonment, disappointment.


A raw web of splinters on the ground. All broken. In the mirror… a hole. Nothing but wall, framed by a few jags.

Slippery hands. Sweat and blood. A few tears.

Are you serious?

No kindness. No reaction. No smile.

Do you really think…?

Was there ever a picture? Something that fit? A sense?

Must have broken with the mirror. Nothing left. Only a few shards.

No sense anymore.

Guess I have to.

Has never been broken. Cracked maybe. Just a tiny bit. Now and then, a long time ago. Not for a long time.

But never broken.

Never broken.

Never, never, never, never…

There used to be sense. Has always been there.

But I…

Cuts in those hands. In the shower water pelts down again. Soft humming this time. Often heard. Laughter.

Not anymore.

Trembling, choked sobs.

Outside the sun passes. Towards the horizon. Unnoticed.

The shards still don’t fit. Red around the edges. Don’t fit. Won’t ever again.

Never, ever again.


“Truth or Dare, Torres?”

Fernando slowly raised his head from where he was lying on one of the divans, finding that the neck of the bottle was pointing straight at him, and looked over at Xabi Alonso who had voiced the question.

“Dare,” he said and watched how a smile that he really didn’t like spread on the other’s lips, too calculating, too satisfied, too smug. A round of cackling and hooting went through the group of teenagers scattered in a circle across the room, but Fernando just held Xabi’s gaze and ignored them. He’d always been able to deal with the dares thrown his way, so whatever.

It wasn’t exactly like they did this because they liked each other. No, in fact there were a few major assholes in the group of people that was meeting here regularly as far as Fernando was concerned. But, well. They were the male elite of New York’s Upper East Side youth, representatives of different schools, and in a subtle but constant rat race. On top of that they were rich, they had it all, and they were bored out of their minds. So when together and playing their little power games they got up to outrageous things they would, if ever asked, deny with innocent smiles to their parents, but the dynamics in effect here weren’t something adults would ever understand. It was a ruthless challenge. Truths were to be answered with nothing but the truth, dares would be acted out no matter what. Because woe betide the first one who would ever fail.

“Very well,” Xabi said slowly and lazily drew on his cigarette, holding Fernando’s gaze while he blew out the smoke. “I dare you to let Agger fuck you.”

The instant the words had left his mouth, there was jeering, leering and laughter all over the place, only the two parties it concerned reacted with a simultaneous, indignant “What?!”

Instinctively Fernando looked over to where Daniel Agger was sitting and was met with a look of loathing that was more than likely mirrored on his own face, and quickly redirected his scowl at Alonso who looked, unsurprisingly, completely unfazed.

He had tried not to make it too obvious how much he couldn’t stand the teenager with the freckles and the tattoos, a feeling that seemed pretty mutual, for fear of something exactly like this. It was impossible to hide a certain dislike though, but he had hoped it didn’t look deeper than with Terry or Skrtel or Ashley Cole.

Trust Xabi Alonso to ruin this.

“God, you couldn’t come up with anything more inventive?” Fernando tried to play this down, but inside he was seething and it probably showed.

“Don’t be such a princess,” Lampard snorted and Stevie laughed.

“Yeah, where’s the problem? You went and sucked off Ronaldo without complaints when we dared you to.”

“Yeah, but he’s a slut and fucking easy.”

“Pot calling the cattle black…” the Portuguese whistled and grinned when Fernando glared at him.

“Besides, Danny boy here is fucking easy too,” Stevie concluded with a shrug at which Daniel, who had regained his composure by now, drawled, “What makes you think I’d even want to touch that?”

There was a collective snort but it was Terry who answered with a leer. “Tell me you’d say no to that face and I’d call you a liar.”

“You’re a fucking pervert, Terry,” Fernando sneered but then looked at Xabi again to see if the challenge was actually standing. His gaze was returned with a soft but devious grin curling around the corners of his mouth.

“Come on, Torres. I dare you.”

Fernando clenched his fists and dug his nails so hard into his palms it hurt. For once the room was silent, awaiting his move even though it wasn’t like he really had a choice. He couldn’t back down from a dare, no matter how much he wanted to. And neither could Daniel, really.

So in the end Fernando clenched his teeth, got up and drew his shirt over his head among the whistles and hoots of the others. He didn’t pause at his jeans or his black boxer briefs, and only when he was standing naked before his divan did he look over at Daniel again.

“Get the fuck up, I haven’t got all night.”

Even though the others snickered, Daniel looked completely unimpressed as he finally got to his feet and tugged his own shirt over his head and undid his belt before raising his hand to catch first a condom package and then a small tube of lube Vidic had thrown him with a grin.

Fernando made a softly disgusted sound and turned away, kneeling on the divan with its backrest as leverage for his hands. He didn’t have to wait long.

“Like this? Really?” Daniel drawled behind him and Fernando’s hands tightened around the backrest.

“What, think I’m gonna do it looking into your face?”

He could hear Sergio, Miki and Cris laughing while Daniel only shrugged.

“Suit yourself.”

A hand on his back applied pressure and forced his upper body further down, and Fernando only bit his lower lip, rested his forehead on his forearm and forced himself to relax. He was determined to get through this with as little fuss as possible, let that asshole come and be done with it. So he only rolled his eyes when two lube-cold fingers pressed into his entrance.

“Oh my God, will you get on with it? What do you think I am, a virgin?”

“Nope,” Daniel answered nonchalantly next to his ear but retrieved his fingers and replaced them with his cock, sliding into him with a measured but fluid stroke that actually made Fernando gasp for breath as he discovered that Daniel was after all a little bigger than he had expected. “I think you’re a whore.”

“Oh burn,” Cole laughed but Fernando chose to ignore it and only sighed as if bored. Daniel gripped his hips and drew back until only the head was still inside before sliding back in, repeating the move a few times in an unhurried pace, and Fernando relaxed and just let him do whatever he wanted, didn’t even really react when he hit the bundle of nerves that made his insides tingle and his muscles tighten a little. Not even the second or third time had him worried. But then, as if someone had flipped a switch, the thrusts gained speed, purpose, force, and every single fucking one nailed his prostate.

Fernando clamped his eyes tightly shut, bit down hard on his lower lip and tried to shift, but the hands on his hips were holding him firmly in place and gave him no chance of getting away. So he shuddered and tried to hold it together but found that it was damn well impossible. Not only was the size and length, as he loathed to admit, fucking perfect, but the pace and intensity of the thrusts, the angle, the little flicks of his hips eventually had him shaking as if on drugs, and Fernando felt himself flush in embarrassment as he finally couldn’t hold in that moan anymore that had been lodged in his throat and he realised that he couldn’t adhere to that promise he had made himself.

Fuck you, Daniel Agger!

It got worse when he felt lips descending on the juncture of his throat and shoulder, biting, sucking, and Fernando tried to shake him off, but his “No!” was unsteady and ended in a whimper that felt a lot like humiliation. His body was finally forced into orgasm and submitted, shuddering silently as Fernando bit his lip so hard that the copper taste of blood appeared on his tongue and he spilled himself into Daniel’s hand that had found its way around their bodies.

He panted and tried to regain the control over his body that had been taken from him, wanting to raise himself up on his shaky legs as soon as he felt Daniel withdrawing, but before he really knew what was happening, he was being flipped over onto his back and one of his legs hooked over Daniel’s shoulder. Fernando blinked in confusion until he saw Daniel stroking his still very hard erection, slicking himself back up with Fernando’s release.

He started struggling immediately.

“What the fuck are you doing?? I’m done!”

“I’m not,” Daniel simply stated and had no trouble at all putting an end to Fernando’s sluggish, wobbly attempts at escape and holding him down.

“No, stop it, you fucking –”

“Shut up and take it, Torres.”

And as much as he wanted to answer, he was rendered incapable as Daniel thrust back into his still over-sensitive entrance and forced a strangled sound from him, and Fernando wanted to spit out curses, but for a moment their eyes locked and it all got stuck in his throat at the raw intensity.

He didn’t get time to breathe or adjust or prepare but was immediately assaulted again with those powerful, precise thrusts that had pushed him over the edge that first time, and his over-stimulated nerves were responding instantly, wracking his body and robbing him of rational thinking. He was hard again in a matter of moments.

Fernando had long since given up trying to be quiet, he could only squeeze his eyes shut and listen to the almost delirious sounds that were drawn from him, the rhythm with which he was fucked wild and steady at the same time, sharp, still ridiculously precise stabs, and somewhere in the back of his mind it dawned on him that no one had ever made him lose control like that before.

By then he was too far gone though to hate the fact that it was all because of Daniel Agger. He came again with a choked sob and was fucked right through his orgasm until it almost hurt and he shook his head and weakly tried to push Daniel off. Relief flooded him when he actually, amazingly felt the other boy retreat, and he slumped back in exhaustion, blinking through blurred vision. And he could only watch as Daniel ripped the condom off, stroke himself two, three times and finally came right onto Fernando’s already stained stomach.

The blond teenager shuddered and turned his face away in utter mortification.

It was silent after that, only soft, panted breaths echoing in the humid air, and Fernando closed his legs and tried to drag himself up into a sitting position just as he was hit with a towel right in his face. When he had drawn it off and his gaze inevitably fell onto the others, he saw that he and Daniel weren’t the only ones that had gotten off and that the Dane, standing with his back to him, was just pulling his jeans back up over his hips.

Xabi was the first to break the silence, and there was that smile again that sent a shudder down Fernando’s spine.

“Well done, Niño.”

As if on cue the others started talking again almost simultaneously, but Fernando ignored them and forced his still sluggish hands into cleaning himself up and putting some clothes back on while the game went on around him, Daniel obviously having taken his place in coming up with the next challenge. And he was glad about the brief respite, about sinking back down onto his divan and giving his body time to get down from the adrenaline high, about being ignored and entertaining the hope that this was over and done with and no one would mention it again.

Only that about ten minutes later, the bottleneck was tauntingly pointing at him again, and Skrtel’s measuring grin wasn’t better in any way.

“Truth or Dare, Torres?”

For a moment Fernando wished he were invisible. And he knew that he couldn’t take another dare right now, so there was only one other possibility left for him that he forced out, voice dry and parched.


He wondered if he had made a mistake when he saw Daniel leaning over from where he was sitting again next to Martin and muttering something to him, and the grin on the his face widened.

“So, Torres… give us the truth. Was this the best fuck you ever had?”

Fernando closed his eyes.

There were no words for how much he hated Daniel Agger.


Current Mood: tiredtired
musicaldreamselisa88 on February 7th, 2012 02:26 am (UTC)
I liked the first one. It seemed like I was reading a poem.

And the second one was fucking amazing!! You should definitely write more of this world, I love it!! It's very much like Family Affairs and that story was terrific ♥ I seriously loved it!!
Narya: Dannynarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:37 am (UTC)
In that first one I experimented again a lot, and I kinda like what happened with it in the end. :) The second one was just so much fun. I'd actually love to do more with it, I just have no real idea what, and there are so many other things I should do... Anyway, thank you. :)
: )acrayonsmile on February 7th, 2012 03:42 am (UTC)
The first one was intense and beautiful. The second one was so hot. There's a thin line between love and hate boys, remember that.
Narya: Kissnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:40 am (UTC)
Very very true what you're saying there. ;) I think that's what they'd have to admit to themselves eventually if the story was any longer.

Thank you, dear. :)
Achara: EM Vkindabusy on February 7th, 2012 06:43 am (UTC)
Shattered is pretty haunting for me. It really shows the mix of sadness and hopeless.
Truth is beyond hot! Thank you for putting those two stories together. 
Fernando shouldn't have played difficult because I am kinda sure he wants it and only god knows who can ever resist the face like Dan. This Fernando really loves on bitching on anything too. So fierce, though. *am proud*  hahaha.
Can't wait for new chaps!

Narya: Nandonarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:42 am (UTC)
No need to thank me, I only did that because S+T go together in the alphabet. ^^
I really loved writing those boys in Truth, they're all such big bitches, it was so much fun. :D
Thank you, there are still four posts with alphabet fics left. :)
Ninalittlesumo on February 7th, 2012 05:00 pm (UTC)
OK, you said you wanted a proper comment this time, but what am I supposed to tell you? :P
I remember that back then I asked anyone give Nando a thorough fucking and obviously Dan complied in one of the best possible ways. And you cannot expect me to be much coherent about it ;) That I liked it obviously goes without saying, although I did say it. :)
I love how they're both assholes about it but Nando cannot quite distance himself as much as he'd like to and I'd like to believe that it's the same for Dan...

Proper enough? ^^
Narya: Dan S/Wnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:44 am (UTC)
Hehe well, I tink that was a good proper comment. ;)
That's exactly what happened to them I think, both wanted to distance themselves from this and be all aloof about it, but, yeah, see how that turned out.
Thank you! :D
Catherine: Dagger lickalana2x1 on February 7th, 2012 10:22 pm (UTC)
Oh god, the first one. It struck me straight away because of the cut text. Lyrics from my favourite The Script song. And wow... it read just like a poem and was just so tragic. Brilliantly done.

The second one was just so fun! (and kind of tragic as well, considering the limits these boys push themselves to for a 'game'). Oh and of course it was hot too, lol. Loved the way Fernando tried to keep himself detached but Dan was just such a perfect fit he couldn't. And then the killer truth at the end. Brilliant!

Two really great pieces! :D
Narya: Standardnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:48 am (UTC)
I love that song! It always breaks my heart a little. I'm glad you like the style of the whole thing too, it was another experiment. :)

That's true, isn't it? What they do really shouldn't be normal for kids their age, but I thought that's what might happen when they have all that money and - probably - not enough parental care from an early age. But yeah, it was hot and a lot of fun too. :D
Mikajumping_down on February 8th, 2012 05:59 am (UTC)
Hahahahaha oh my god my brain it shut down when I heard that dare. And I can't believe they did it in front of everyone, it was so unnerving. And just the fact that Fernando despised Daniel, that he tried so hard to control himself. NGHHH. No more pride for Fernando, but what the hell, at least he got a great fuck.

Edited at 2012-02-08 06:00 am (UTC)
Narya: FA Dan&Nandonarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:52 am (UTC)
Haha yes, well, they're certainly going to extremes in that story. ^^ And as I said, it was just sooo much fun to write them all as bitches and assholes. *lol* And it reminded me a bit of FA, even though, yeah, there they would have NEVER done anything like that. ^^
tetila: dreamertetila on February 8th, 2012 10:24 am (UTC)
The first one is very interesting. It says so much while it says nothing at all at the same time and I think everyone can interpret it however they want. The transfer, an accident or a bad break-up... I like it.

So *giggles* Truth. It's so fucked up but sooo good. And it's really hot. Those rich, bored kids...
I really like how Fernando tries not to like it but then his body can't help it and... unf *blushes*
What brings me to my old dilemma... I'm dying to know what Dan's thinking during this whole scenario.

You are an amazing writer, but you know that.
Narya: Heartnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:54 am (UTC)
That's true, Shattered is very open to interpretation. Could be anything I guess.

Haha yes, definitely fucked up! Hmm, good question about Dan. That depends a bit on what he really thougt of Fernando before they fucked there on the couch, hm? I'm not that sure to be honest. ^^

Thank you thank you thank you! ♥
MysteryMonkeymystery_monkey on February 8th, 2012 05:02 pm (UTC)
The first one is beautiful, though i am not sure i understood it quite right...

second one...ughhhh turning into a braindead zombie....but Fernando please don't do with Ronaldo next time ^^
Narya: Fernando S/Wnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:56 am (UTC)
Shattered is very open to interpretation, so I think you can take it in whichever way you understood it. :)

Haha braindead zombie from porn is good! *lol* And, yeah, not like it was described or anything. ^^
haf.haffiie on February 8th, 2012 08:59 pm (UTC)
Oh that was lovely! The second fic was just hot.
Narya: Kissnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:56 am (UTC)
Haha thank you! :D I'm glad to agree on this. ;)
Cinderella in a party dress :): Diannalittle59mermaid on February 8th, 2012 09:36 pm (UTC)
Wow! The first one was really interesting. Like it was completely different to what one is usually expecting to read in a football fandom I guess. But it was really good. I think you can actually interpret it in many ways, which makes it even more intriguing...
The second one was so hot. I loved the obvious hatred between them, at least from Fernando's point of view. It would be really interesting to know what Dan was thinking the whole time as well. Oh, and I totally loved Fernando's response at the end :)
Narya: Dan S/Wnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 10:59 am (UTC)
That's good to hear. :) I like to experiment from time to time, and it's always nice when you readers think it's interesting.

To be honest, I have no idea what Dan was thinking all the time. ^^ But I guess for the story it doesn't really matter, and it can be interpreted in all kinds of ways. :)
marie16fhmarie16fh on February 8th, 2012 10:37 pm (UTC)
Wow, "Shattered" is beautiful, painfully so. I got a little overwhelmed, you really brought out a whole lot of emotions in me. That's art right there. Some old memories were triggered, and I reacted strongly! Seriously. Loved it.

Jsdhxjsdh. Do you expect me to give a coherent comment to "Truth"? I'm very much incapable of doing that. That was HOT! You might hate each other now, boys, but just you wait, boys... :D And that hate is so just a reaction to subconcious attraction and want that they're not even aware they're repressing ;) Duuude, that was so sexy, I loved how Dan didn't let Nando get his way and just flipped him over before continuing to fuck him. I... I... I'd say so much more about it, but I'm still a little out of it. My head is full of all these images (nothing wrong with that).

Narya: FA Dan&Nandonarya86 on February 19th, 2012 11:02 am (UTC)
Wow, thank you so much on everything you wrote about Shattered. ♥

Hehe of course, their 'hate' is a strong emotion, and that has to come from somewhere. They're really not indifferent to each other. ;) Haha you're really sweet. I love how out of it the story made you feel. :D

Edited at 2012-02-19 11:03 am (UTC)
thopix: nando felicidadthopix on February 9th, 2012 12:41 am (UTC)
The first one was dark and painful. But at the same time hipnotic because it seems to have a strange rythm, like a poem.

"Truth" was hot! Maybe they hate each other but they seem to fit perfectly. I think this AU could have potential. I hope you'll write about them again.
Narya: Fairynarya86 on February 19th, 2012 11:04 am (UTC)
I love how so many compare the first one to a poem. Thank you so much for that. :)

It definitely tempts me, but there are sooo many other things I should do...
manamana_yu_ta on February 10th, 2012 07:20 am (UTC)
These two fics were quite different but I liked both!
Narya: Heartnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 11:04 am (UTC)
Great to hear, thank you!! :D
a natural disaster: dandoscribblscrabbl on February 14th, 2012 03:36 am (UTC)
A-ha, you had sent me Truth after you finished writing it a while ago I remember. :D And fffff yes, it's just as hot the second time around. Dom!Dan is kind of delicious and I adore the ending.

Shattered is so starkly heartbreaking. :( The structure of it, the incoherence and the brokenness, is really fitting.

Awesome reads as usual. ♥
Narya: Dragonnarya86 on February 19th, 2012 11:06 am (UTC)
Oohh right, I did! Totally forgot about that. *lol* But nice to hear that it had the same effect the second time around. ;)

I liked Shattered, I thought the mirror metaphor was nice to play with.

Thank you, dear! ♥
vicky86xvicky86x on February 20th, 2012 04:18 pm (UTC)
I like the style of the first one, it's definitely different, but you manage to tell a lot with a few words, which I really love :)

the second one is so much fun ;) not to mention that it's hot :P well done :)

Narya: Kissnarya86 on March 2nd, 2012 03:41 pm (UTC)
Thanks for that. :D I think it's interesting to play around with styles sometimes.

And the second one was just a blast to write, it was great. *g*
damianivsdamianivs on August 27th, 2014 08:07 am (UTC)
the first one is like a poem
the second one is hooooooot, and I doubt Dan would say no to that same question LOL
Narya: FA Dan&Nandonarya86 on September 22nd, 2014 09:57 pm (UTC)
The first one is fucking depressing! :D

The second one is so wrong but so hot all the same, hgn.

It's so much fun to read old stories of my own again after such a long time. And comments like yours (even if I take ages to reply), always make my day, so thank you so much for that. :D